Thursday, September 11, 2008

When in love

its not what you can do for them

but what u want to do for them.

理想彼氏わどこ？

無理　です。

愛し was said to have originated from 'Sadness' a long time ago,

So sadness must have been the foundation of love.

is that why there's so much sadness in love?

is that the reason why?

If I'm not around anymore,

will you think of me?

will you miss me?

Maybe you will.

Maybe you won't.

When I'm no longer alive.

I hope that you'll forget me.

Find a better girl.

If ever you find that I'm not good enough

or not suitable for you,

Tell me.

I'll leave and never appear in front of you ever again.

If ever, I cry till I'm blind.

You don't have to take care of me.

Leave me if you want to,

since you'll be fed up with me crying

and its my own fault that I can't see.

I think the next time u say the word

"Break-up" or anything of the likes

I'll disappear and never show up.

You won't every find me anywhere.

I guess,

I'm worthless.

Not worth anything.

Not worth any love, care and concern.

a person unworthy of everything good.

only worthy of everything that's dark.

So be it.

Whatever.

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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